I was like a goat the first time I experienced love. The experience was sweet for me; I acted stupidly. I was doing everything to make her happy. All the time I was in love, I really worshipped the person.
The relationship lasted for almost two years, before she got married. She had to go marry another man because I did not have money yet; I was still struggling. It was against her will, though.
She even wanted me to impregnate her if I wanted her to wait for me. But I reasoned how I would take care of the baby and her. Things were very tough for me then, and I did not see things getting better anytime soon.
I had to tell her to move on, though I felt bad. It was hard for me to fall in love with another lady when she left me. But as time went by, I found love again. I love my wife so much.
Also, I am one of those who respect women so much. I have never beaten a woman; in fact I see it as a great sin. Any man who beats his wife is playing with a downfall.
