The first time I thought I had something real for a girl was in secondary school. The feeling was nice, it tasted like ice cream. But I would call it a crush, not a relationship. She was someone I really liked but we never got to date.
Then, I did not even have the courage to say I liked her. I told her years later before she got married. I was pretty young then and you know how it is when you are young. We have different feelings for different people.
Different people feel different things when in love. I used to be very emotional, but I have grown to the level that I can just jump out of a bad relationship and move on. I have experienced a bitter breakup.
When it happened, I diverted more energy to my work and that helped me to get over it. Now, it would be nice to get somebody to settle down with, but I do not want my dreams to die as well. If I find somebody that is ready to go through the journey with me, I will definitely settle down.
